Lonely no more.

Entering her life,

A savior you were.

Shattered from despair.

You picked her up.

She was lost in a glare,

You gave her hope.

Something she never knew.

Tantalizing and heartfelt.

Your words were her cue,

To come out of the darkness,

And forget her past.

You were her future.

Her happy ever after.


Love Hands

Love Hands

Drawing has always been a great love of mine. It takes me into a place where I am just one with myself, expressing all my feelings threw a simple pencil and paper. I made this drawing about two years ago of my boyfriends hands. I have always had a strange attraction to his hands. I believe it was one of the reasons that initially attracted me to him. A mans hands in my opinion signifies strength and courage and I believe he embodies that very well so I had to capture it on paper. Using my hands to create his.

Love you babe 🙂





I don’t want you anymore.

You’re not who you use to be.

Do I even know who that was?

Or were you always this way?

I was just side tracked from the truth.

With you, there were never any truths.

Never any honesty or faith.

I once saw my future with you.

Now it’s just a hellish nightmare.

Living in it day in and day out.

It’s not the same anymore.

You’re not the same anymore.

I don’t want you…

Truly Yours

I just know it’s not easy to make the best of what we have.
I just asked you to add me into your life to make a difference.
I’ll do whatever it takes.
There is no limit to what I would do for you.
I choose you and I know you feel the same way.
Just by the way you looked at me since day one.
I know that I’m not always right about many things in the past.
I’ve made my share of mistakes.
But I know I’m right about one thing,
And that’s how I feel about you.
Right now it’s just me and you.
I’ve waited months for this moment.
I’ve waited my entire life for you.
I may not have known that before.
But I know that now.
Will you be mine?

I Stand Alone

I sit and wait…
Wait for my heartache to end.
Wait for the days to finish.
I sit and dream…
Dream of a better me.
Dream of a different you.
I sit and think…
Think of how i let this happen.
Think of a way to move on.
I sit and cry…
Cry because I love you.
Cry to release my pain.
I sit and beg…
Beg for you to change.
Beg for what I deserve.
I sit and watch…
Watch you apologize for your mistakes.
Watch you grovel in your tears.
I sit and listen…
Listen to your plea.
Listen to why I should stay.
I sit and feel…
Feel my heart breaking in my chest.
Feel the sadness and regret in your voice.
I sit and decide…
Decide to live for myself.
Decide to stop fighting for nothing.
I stand up and say.
Say f*ck you for taking the best of me.
Say screw you for giving up on me.

I stand alone…

Wings of Love

Wings of Love

Love was once a mystery to me.
Something I lay hidden, buried from the world.
I never thought it would show its face.
But as a caterpillar manifests itself in a small, dark cocoon, growing and developing, so did the love that was hidden inside me.
When you entered my life, I was a tiger, strong and fierce, ready to attack.
Mysterious and sharp, I hid behind the bushes, fully aware of my surroundings.
But you came and showed me that even a tiger must slowly make its way out of the bushes and through the cool crisp air of the darkened night, to quench its undying thirst.
You were my water.
You quenched my soul with your love.
You revealed a truth about life that I had so unknowingly let diminish.
I felt like a phoenix, re-born again, rising from the ashes of its despair.
I found a new lease on life, one that I had given up on.
I felt the cocoon beginning to crack from what was quickly growing inside of it.
It couldn’t be contained anymore.
The cocoon was shattered and emerged a beautiful butterfly.
Its wings were so vibrant and alive as it fluttered through the bright sunny sky, looking down at what was once its dark lonely home.
Free at last.
Its life has now begun.


The Story of a Girl


She was lost.

Foresaken by the one she loved.

Sacrificed everything at all cost.

It was then left to the one up above.

She was heartbroken, down and out for a while.

Tried to push through day by day.

She decided to make a change.

She had to forget about the past,

Meet new people, try new things.

She got use to this fast.

She was excited for what each new day would bring.

One lucky day in the middle of  October,

She met someone and saw a glimmer of hope.

Immediately, she knew things were going to get better.

She took a chance and decided to go.

He seemed very different.

It caught her by surprise.

Their connection was apparent.

No words could describe.

He made her feel special and adored.

This was something she’d been missing.

It’s what she had been waiting for.

She couldn’t resist his hugs and sweet kisses.

He would tell her she’s perfect

And she’d shy away.

But he didn’t know how she felt.

He didn’t know that she felt the same way.

When she looks at him, she sees hope in his eyes,

And finds kindness in his heart.

She is overjoyed and filled with smiles

And becomes sad when they are apart.

She thinks its a dream,

And she doesn’t want to wake up.

But when she does, she meets with reality,

And sees that he is along side with her.

Her special little prize.